Prom Worries.

Prom is a couple of months away and I'm nervous. Really nervous. I'm nervous about finding a dress. I'm nervous about my hair. I have no clue where to go to get it done or how I should have it done. I'm nervous that my ugly back acne and other flaws back there will be super obvious and ugly. (Had to get real right there.) I'm nervous that I won't know how to dance. And yeah I've been to dances and I've had a pretty good time, but prom is different. I'm not worried that if it doesn't turn out "perfect" that I'll be disappointed because I honestly do not have a lot expectations. I am nervous that I will get something on my dress. I'm nervous that it's just going to be me and my friend and no one will want to take pictures with us. Oh gosh, my stomach just dropped. I don't think I can type much more about prom so I'll end here.

The End of An Era

I'm back!
It's been since NOVEMBER that I have posted. Crazy, right? I honestly lost all motivation, inspiration, and wit to write anything on this blog. Hopefully I have found all my spunk again.
Oh my, my, my, all the things that have happened since Thanksgiving. I'm not even sure I could recap it all so I'm just going to start over. I mean I'll talk about things that have happened of course but I'm not going to go into great detail.
I want to talk about something real quick though, my last very last pig show is this weekend. I can't even begin to tell you how surreal it all is. My. Very. Last. Show. It's sad, it makes me sad. It's been such a part of my life and even though I loathed it 37% of the time I loved every single moment of the chaos, heartbreak, pure joy and happiness. I would not trade it for anything. It's taught me so much and not just in the cliche ways like responsibility and hard work. It's taught me so much more than that and I will miss it so much. I'm not going to say that I won't ever go back to showing, I have no clue where my life will take me. It could be a career, or a family thing, I honestly just don't know. If my life doesn't cross paths with stock shows and pigs again I think I would be okay with that. I love doing it but if this is where it stops I accept that because it's been a great journey. I can remember the very first year we got pigs and how different things were then, the way hardly any people went to the San Antonio Stock Show breeding gilt show, how I followed my brother around and how I probably got on his nerves, how we really didn't know anything about pigs. I will miss it, I will probably think about it often and I think that this last year will probably be the most memorable. :)

Thanksgiving Day!

Happy Thanksgiving to all!

I've been noticing the hits on my blog have gone up quite a bit! This is pretty awesome, but it seems like a majority of them have been hits because of people searching pigs. Haha. Interesting.

A lot has happened in the month since I last blogged. I've made some decisions that I'm feeling pretty good about, things about friends, school, and college. I honestly get on blogger with the intentions to say so much and when I get to typing I just blank. I ramble and I start spinning in every direction. I wish I could reign it all in and do better.

Sorry. I'll have to do a better post about my life one day soon but A Walk To Remember is on and I have a crap ton of work to get turned in so I say goodbye for now.
Peace out.

HoCo Senior Year.

I sat down to write this and I had a crap ton of things to say. Now I'm stuck as to what to write about. I guess I'll talk about homecoming. I looked good that night, I'm not bashful about this. I looked real good. Ha. I got pictures for proof!

I was incredibly tall in those shoes. By the time I got to the dance I wore them for about 30 minutes. I had a great time at the dance. I got some pictures for yearbook, talked to people, danced awkwardly. Oh the fun. BeTeDubs...this was the $14 dress I got from Tarjay.

I will.

I've missed blogging. Seriously missed it. I've done soooo much since my last post. My epic rap.
I want to share it all. I want to share so many thoughts I've had. I want to show y'all outfits. I want to show you my trip to Iowa and talk about my trip to Amarillo. I want to talk about the headbands I've bought. The clothes. My $14 dress I wore to homecoming and the most adorable but painful shoes I got for the dance. I want to talk about yearbook and my classes. I want to give you my opinions on things. I want to post somethings I've found on Pinterest. I want to talk about them TEXAS RANGERS! I want to share my thoughts on college and my new love for the fall color yellow.
I will get to this. I will find the time to sit down and motivate myself to get pictures uploaded. I will. I will.

A Rap, For You

Ohemgee. I've been supa bad at updating da blog.
I'm supa sorry.
I wish I had more to say
But time just gets away.
All I do is participate
In a bunch of school activitays
So until I find da time
I'll have to leave yo ba-hind
Peace out.

I'm hope you enjoyed my rap, I free styled that, holla. I'll try to do an update this weekend.

Oh hai, it's me.

Hittin' The Slots!

I've been slacking, I know this. For me this past week I've been trying to find a balance between it all, from school to work to homework to outside and inside of school activities and somewhere in there I'd like to find a place for blogging. I love blogging but it's just going to have to sit on the back burner for a bit until I find that perfect balance. 

The first week of senior year was stressful. No other word could describe that week well maybe tired. My schedule was all messed up and I was literally losing sleep over it, hence the tiredness. Friday it was all worked out thank goodness.

 

I also got sick this week. Thursday I was at work and my throat started to hurt and as time went on it got worse. I woke up that Friday morning in such pain. I felt awful. I'm feeling much better my sore throat went to a cough and I'm still congested but at least I can bear to swallow.

 

My brother left for college on Friday. I cried all the way to school. I wish he was still at home but thank goodness he is coming home for Labor Day weekend so I'll get to see him soon! Y'all my birthday is coming up real quick! I didn't even realize it until today. I will now be able to gamble in Oklahoma.

I've said what I came to say! I hope to be able to make more time for "da blog" but until I will try to post as often as I can! Have a great week!